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Spirituality and Suicide

I’m sorry I hate it here. I always think about how “I want to go home.” involuntarily. I know it must mean something because I think this thought all the time and don’t where it’s coming from.

I know I must have willingly came here into the 3D (or hell whatever you want to call it). I don’t like it here at all. I feel like this the lowest vibrational world ever. I don’t even know what I mean when I say that but somehow I’m (we?) are in the worst version possible of dimensions.

I’m sure my lesson is to overcome it via spirituality but I can’t even find the will or desire to want to do anything with my life. I practice the Law of Attraction and have manifested things but I don’t care. I know I can have a better life if I want but I don’t care to do it. I know I’m depressed but I also know deep inside no matter I will never ever like Earth. I will tolerate it and survive it but I wish I could just leave.

I’ve written this post before on various accounts for a year now and I still don’t like it here. Whenever I heard people die I feel envy because I can feel their peace. That’s a terrible way to think and feel but I’m just being honest. I don’t know where one ends up if they refuse sources lessons, I hope back to wherever I came from. My luck is I’ll keep getting sent back here till I like it. Worst part my life isn’t even bad. I have a great family and am physical well. Why I feel this way I don’t know.

Sorry for ranting. I don’t have anyone to talk to about my pain.

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